Yes.. the man wants another toy.. ! he said.. he wasn’t sure if he was gonna buy it.. but I know him too well.  If we didn’t have so much bills to pay.. and so much inventory to upkeep.. it’s fine.. but since we still need to pay taxes and all.. i would hope .. [...]

The man left at around 1am.. to go to his “buddy’s” place to do Rock Band.  I really donch mind .. and really like to get some free time without the man.. but the “buddy” had never made an effort to be a friend at all.  So whenever the man goes over to his house [...]

I wished i was home.. that way when i do shop.. i don’t have to bring the man along.. for i can get public transport.. sit and have a cuppa .. at Starbucks.. and have fun with the kid on my own.  Because back home.. i can go without the help of a car.. i [...]

Glad to be home after my operation and the man was in the hospital with me.. the whole time.. and i can’t wait to get outta the hospital.  Luckily the in law was home.. looking after the kid.. else i couldn’t even get the man to come.  The nurses sucks.. big time here.. on the [...]

Sure .. i see the man everyday.. and spend some various times with him daily.. but being in a foreign land.. and alone .. can get quite lonely.  At nite like this .. in the wee hours of the morning.. it gets even lonelier.  When there are chinese movies for me to watch.. it ain’t [...]

Going for a major op in a few days.. but instead of checking out online what to expect.. the man.. is quite nonchalant still.  What if i don’t make it alive..?? what if i cannot wake up..?? what will happen to my kid..?? what is going to happen at home..??  What is gonna happen to [...]

Sometimes.. i wonder if the man thinks .. i can function just as well.. as anyone.. since i have these humongous fibroids.. and walking around with them.. and being weighty and all.. is so uncomfy.  The reason why i am thinking that is because each time.. he pretends and ignores.. and not do something.. like [...]

I guessed if we were home in Singapore..the kid would have already gone for pre-school, music classes.. and also ballet or some sort of dancing class.  But because we are here in Canada.. and i’m at the mercy of the man.. to find out stuff.. and to plan stuff .. for the kid, i feel [...]

I hate the weather here.. if you don’t know by now..!!  why did i not find someone in Vancouver instead..?? or somewhere warmer in California.. or Hawaii.. !!  but if i did find someone there.. would they be as good as the man.. and not argue and fight back with me..?? i guess you can’t [...]

If we were home.. our car would have been cleaned and washed by our maid.. but since we are not home.. and we donch have a maid.. i guess the only ppl to do it.. is us. But the weather sucks.. !! either it is too hot or too cold.. and because of my darn [...]