But can’t he just take care of the housework ..and stuff that needs doing first..?? Nope.. !!! he went online and played till 2.30am.. even though the kid was sick.. and he might need to get up.. and be with her.. since i was up with her the night before. But i didn’t wanna say a thing.. but told the man.. that if the kid needed his time.. the next time.. and he growls.. or roll his eyes.. i’m walking out with the kid.
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The spouse sent me to the kid’s school for break time to visit her.. because we have been having some trouble in school. But he stayed in the car .. the whole time. .instead of visiting the kid. Smart man..!! and i had to take care of the kid’s food.. running around with her.. and feeding her with food.. and trying to put on her gloves for her… and control those kids as well. MEN..!!
The man had to wake up with the kid to bring her to school at 7.30am for the last 2 mornings.. and instead of going to bed.. after sending her to school.. he would be gaming on his stupid xbox 360. But i let him be.. coz’ it’s his health.. and he is a big boy.. and i ain’t gonna be his mother. But you see .. even with the morning gaming.. and the little gaming that he does in the store… when it isn’t busy.. he still games .. after the kid sleeps..!1!! OH MY GOD..!!! instead of taking care of me.. and chatting with me..!! wait when i am better.. i am gonna bitch slap him..!
I cooked for the brat .. even though .. i was in pain.. today.. because i didn’t really want her to eat frozen food. So the man just gotta come home and picked it up. He picked up the noodles.. but left the soup at home. Now how stupid can that be..?? but nope.. it’s not even stupidity.. it’s the “i don’t really care” attitude.. that drives me nuts..!! how can one eat plain udon without any soup..??? Surely, he saw the tupperware of soup.. and some fruits.. i prepared for the brat…??? nope.. obviously not..!! yet he got the cheek.. to come home.. looking upset..!!! it’s 3.19pm now.. the brat must be starving..!! but so what right..?? let the kid starve.. as long as the father is being stupid..!! sigh..!
Going for a major op in a few days.. but instead of checking out online what to expect.. the man.. is quite nonchalant still. What if i don’t make it alive..?? what if i cannot wake up..?? what will happen to my kid..?? what is going to happen at home..?? What is gonna happen to the business..?? can the man do it alone..?? Worrying big time now.
I guessed if we were home in Singapore..the kid would have already gone for pre-school, music classes.. and also ballet or some sort of dancing class. But because we are here in Canada.. and i’m at the mercy of the man.. to find out stuff.. and to plan stuff .. for the kid, i feel like i have not done enough for the kid. Will she be behind others..?? will she get equal opportunity here..?? i donch know.! i wished i was home.
Yes..! if i was home.. i would have definitely gotten a maid.. and needn’t worry about going for an op.. and no one to help with my kid. Leaving her with my mother in law is not my idea of fun. .and safe. At least the man will be around.. but i know he is short fused. And can get very grouchy with the brat, although i also know that he loves her to bits.
Mixed feelings..?? yes.. or i’m just too worriesome.. and paranoid. But how can i not be.. i’m a mother.. and the kid is most precious to me.. more than my own life.
As much as i appreciate my outlaws.. and the babysitter.. it is very tough .. when both do not come thru’ for us.. when we need them.
The daughter had a hospital appt, and the sitter was sick for a week now… because she caught something.. while on the trip to the city. *sigh*.. ! in the end the man gotta close shop early.. and stay home with me and the daughter… coz’ i can’t handle her alone. It was frightening.. she was in so much pain.. and sooky.
As for the outlaws.. they didn’t even msg or call to ask how the daughter is.. the whole day. Sad..!