Going for a major op in a few days.. but instead of checking out online what to expect.. the man.. is quite nonchalant still.  What if i don’t make it alive..?? what if i cannot wake up..?? what will happen to my kid..?? what is going to happen at home..??  What is gonna happen to [...]

We were out at the in-laws.. and had gone out early.. so the plan was to come home early.  At 4 something.. i had asked the man.. whether he wanted to go home for dinner.. or eat at his parents.  He had confirmed that we are making baked chicken.. and the moment .. the in [...]

Why do i feel surprised each time the outlaws don’t step up..?? i shouldn’t expect alot from them. .and i should know by now.  The man was sick.. i was sick.. and the kid didn’t get rested for the last 2 nights either.. but what did the outlaws do..?? not a thing..!!  hallelujah..!!!  not even [...]

Finally the outlaws made a decent meal.. but still not something i really would wanna eat.  But she did make my favourite potatoes and eggs.. and i shouldn’t complained no more.  It was a meal afterall.. although.. i still didn’t eat alot.  Yes.. i’m anal.

As much as i appreciate my outlaws.. and the babysitter.. it is very tough .. when both do not come thru’ for us.. when we need them.
The daughter had a hospital appt, and the sitter was sick for a week now… because she caught something.. while on the trip to the city.  *sigh*.. ! in [...]