Gosh..!! just when i thought we are caught up.. again today we got another bill for payment from the old store’s phone.  I thought we already paid for it.. but nope.. ! apparently the man didn’t do it!  JOY..!!  He asked me not to worry.. he will take care of it.. but donch you just [...]

I would never have thought that instant noodles was gonna be a joy to me .. but it is.  Having no chinese food around here.. i turned to chinese instant noodles .. like maggi mee for comfort.  Had i known this.. i doubt.. i would have moved to live here. Freak that..!

Men and their games are a never ending story.  What can you do.. if they are eyeing on it.. right..?? afterall, he does work hard for his money.  So i closed 2 eyes.. and let it go.  For i don’t want for him to feel like life is over .. after having a spouse and [...]

Going for a major op in a few days.. but instead of checking out online what to expect.. the man.. is quite nonchalant still.  What if i don’t make it alive..?? what if i cannot wake up..?? what will happen to my kid..?? what is going to happen at home..??  What is gonna happen to [...]

I guess if i were home.. i won’t be too worried.. about having to stay in the hospital for longer.. or having the best room in the hospital.. because my medisave will take care of it.  If I were home.. i would have a maid to take care of the house, the kid .. and [...]

I hate the weather here.. if you don’t know by now..!!  why did i not find someone in Vancouver instead..?? or somewhere warmer in California.. or Hawaii.. !!  but if i did find someone there.. would they be as good as the man.. and not argue and fight back with me..?? i guess you can’t [...]

After staying in this house for a good 4 yrs .. we finally got the curtains up.  Is it the man’s procrastination .. or is it because we are too stingy to spend so much on curtains.. for all the rooms..??  If only i was home.. and making the money that i was used to [...]

If only i had insissted and persisted to try and learn to drive when i first came here.. then i really wouldn’t be this handicapped..and missed the public transport that i had back home.  Cars are so much more cheaper here.. yet.. because of the standard of living.. we still can barely afford a car.  [...]

Whats the difference..?? i donch really know.. but we never seems to be able to find really good ppl.. except for one or two families.  Do i missed ppl back home.. ?? i do.. but also because there are lots of things we can do.. even going to meet up at Starbucks.. with our lappie.. [...]

What the hell was i thinking.. when i chose to get involved with someone this far away from home..?? i must not have been wearing my brains.. or i must have lost my mind..!!  For someone who loved food as much as i do.. and who’ve traveled the world twice.. this is what i get [...]