Glad to be home after my operation and the man was in the hospital with me.. the whole time.. and i can’t wait to get outta the hospital.  Luckily the in law was home.. looking after the kid.. else i couldn’t even get the man to come.  The nurses sucks.. big time here.. on the [...]

Sure .. i see the man everyday.. and spend some various times with him daily.. but being in a foreign land.. and alone .. can get quite lonely.  At nite like this .. in the wee hours of the morning.. it gets even lonelier.  When there are chinese movies for me to watch.. it ain’t [...]

Yes.. hate to do so much cooking and washing up.. and standing..!  just to get a decent meal.  Wished i could ta-pau for $2.50 – $3.50, coz’ that is what it cost .. back home..for a decent meal.  Not fantastic.. but decent.  I haven’t had curry crab for almost 8 yrs..! sad.. ! very sad..!  [...]

Sometimes.. i wonder if the man thinks .. i can function just as well.. as anyone.. since i have these humongous fibroids.. and walking around with them.. and being weighty and all.. is so uncomfy.  The reason why i am thinking that is because each time.. he pretends and ignores.. and not do something.. like [...]

I guessed if we were home in Singapore..the kid would have already gone for pre-school, music classes.. and also ballet or some sort of dancing class.  But because we are here in Canada.. and i’m at the mercy of the man.. to find out stuff.. and to plan stuff .. for the kid, i feel [...]

I hate the weather here.. if you don’t know by now..!!  why did i not find someone in Vancouver instead..?? or somewhere warmer in California.. or Hawaii.. !!  but if i did find someone there.. would they be as good as the man.. and not argue and fight back with me..?? i guess you can’t [...]

If we were home.. our car would have been cleaned and washed by our maid.. but since we are not home.. and we donch have a maid.. i guess the only ppl to do it.. is us. But the weather sucks.. !! either it is too hot or too cold.. and because of my darn [...]

Whats the difference..?? i donch really know.. but we never seems to be able to find really good ppl.. except for one or two families.  Do i missed ppl back home.. ?? i do.. but also because there are lots of things we can do.. even going to meet up at Starbucks.. with our lappie.. [...]

Yes..! if i was home.. i would have definitely gotten a maid.. and needn’t worry about going for an op.. and no one to help with my kid.  Leaving her with my mother in law is not my idea of fun. .and safe.  At least the man will be around.. but i know he is [...]

What the hell was i thinking.. when i chose to get involved with someone this far away from home..?? i must not have been wearing my brains.. or i must have lost my mind..!!  For someone who loved food as much as i do.. and who’ve traveled the world twice.. this is what i get [...]