But can’t he just take care of the housework ..and stuff that needs doing first..??  Nope.. !!!  he went online and played till 2.30am.. even though the kid was sick.. and he might need to get up.. and be with her.. since i was up with her the night before.  But i didn’t wanna say [...]

Glad to be home after my operation and the man was in the hospital with me.. the whole time.. and i can’t wait to get outta the hospital.  Luckily the in law was home.. looking after the kid.. else i couldn’t even get the man to come.  The nurses sucks.. big time here.. on the [...]

Going for a major op in a few days.. but instead of checking out online what to expect.. the man.. is quite nonchalant still.  What if i don’t make it alive..?? what if i cannot wake up..?? what will happen to my kid..?? what is going to happen at home..??  What is gonna happen to [...]

I guess if i were home.. i won’t be too worried.. about having to stay in the hospital for longer.. or having the best room in the hospital.. because my medisave will take care of it.  If I were home.. i would have a maid to take care of the house, the kid .. and [...]

Sometimes.. i wonder if the man thinks .. i can function just as well.. as anyone.. since i have these humongous fibroids.. and walking around with them.. and being weighty and all.. is so uncomfy.  The reason why i am thinking that is because each time.. he pretends and ignores.. and not do something.. like [...]

I miss medical care from home.. where i can see my neighbourhood doctor anytime i want. Here .. the doctors are like God.. and their secretaries.. think that they are God’s protector.  But they are more like that Hau Tin Dog .. from the chinese fables.. that i’m used to listening and watching in shows.  [...]