But can’t he just take care of the housework ..and stuff that needs doing first..?? Nope.. !!! he went online and played till 2.30am.. even though the kid was sick.. and he might need to get up.. and be with her.. since i was up with her the night before. But i didn’t wanna say a thing.. but told the man.. that if the kid needed his time.. the next time.. and he growls.. or roll his eyes.. i’m walking out with the kid.
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Glad to be home after my operation and the man was in the hospital with me.. the whole time.. and i can’t wait to get outta the hospital. Luckily the in law was home.. looking after the kid.. else i couldn’t even get the man to come. The nurses sucks.. big time here.. on the maternity ward. More later.
Going for a major op in a few days.. but instead of checking out online what to expect.. the man.. is quite nonchalant still. What if i don’t make it alive..?? what if i cannot wake up..?? what will happen to my kid..?? what is going to happen at home..?? What is gonna happen to the business..?? can the man do it alone..?? Worrying big time now.
I guess if i were home.. i won’t be too worried.. about having to stay in the hospital for longer.. or having the best room in the hospital.. because my medisave will take care of it. If I were home.. i would have a maid to take care of the house, the kid .. and the food. If i were home.. i wouldn’t have to wait this long.. and suffer this long. If I were home………… *sigh*
Sometimes.. i wonder if the man thinks .. i can function just as well.. as anyone.. since i have these humongous fibroids.. and walking around with them.. and being weighty and all.. is so uncomfy. The reason why i am thinking that is because each time.. he pretends and ignores.. and not do something.. like as simple as picking up stuff from the floor.. i cannot but sigh. Afterall.. he knows i am in pain.. so why can’t he do it..?? he claims.. he would .. but LATER… ! yah.. right..!
I miss medical care from home.. where i can see my neighbourhood doctor anytime i want. Here .. the doctors are like God.. and their secretaries.. think that they are God’s protector. But they are more like that Hau Tin Dog .. from the chinese fables.. that i’m used to listening and watching in shows. Here the doctors are quick ridiculous..!! they think they are God too..!