The ImPerfect Perfectionist

We went to the in law’s last week. The first for a few weeks now.. because of my surgeries. But of course the kid and the man did go even though i couldn’t go. Last week.. i went with them.. and of course the house was as dirty.. the MIL said she was gonna try cleaning up the kitchen.. because in a few weeks.. she will be working at the apple farm. Well. .the cleaning part .. i’ve been hearing for years now.. and so far.. nothing had been done. Last week.. while i was there.. it was hard.. because there were so many flies.. all over.. and i just couldn’t eat in this kinda environment..! and the kid had to kneel on the floor to eat her dinner. *sad*

We were there for too long.. because work started to drop when we wanted to leave. and of course the in laws computers were too filthy to even work on it .. *sigh*!  And today is sunday.. so i donch know to go or not to go.   We want to do the right thing.. that is to go and visit the in laws.. but on the other hand.. it’s not fit for visiting.. *sigh*

The man does not like to make phone calls for me.. from making a doctor’s appt to making enquiries for me.  I know he does it for me.. but not without rolling his eyes.  The reason why i want him to make the phone calls is because of my different accent.. sometimes.. the person over the phone.. donch understand me..!  and in the end.. i still have to pass the phone over.  It’s not like i speak any differently.. but some are just stupid.. if you know what i mean.  So when he rolls his eyes.. i just wanna smack his head.. muhahahaha!!