Going out to eat with the man can be very stressful.. because he is kinda a grouch. Are all men this way..?? I find that i’m in a huge hurry to finish my food.. i wonder why..?? is it really because of the man.. or because of my online work..?? or is it because of my fibroids.. and uncomfy disposition. Or is it the price i was worried of paying.. for food not worth it? i can’t help but wonder why eating out is not a joyful even for me no more.
Archive for April 10th, 2008
The man’s father seems to wanna go on and on.. about me being fat. He even joked that the ice i am crunching on.. must have calories.. and i knew exactly what he meant. But i refused to explain once again.. that it is the fibroids.. that is making me look and feel fat.. so i just let it go.. and agreed with him. Sometimes I really feel like screaming at him.. and tell him.. that because of the business.. i had not done my paperwork properly..coz’ any paperwork for immigration cost money.. and we didn’t have alot then… therefore the dealy in getting those fibroids out. Inconsiderate to say the least.. but i could have snapped back if i wanted to.